/lit/ - Literature

It's difficult to admit this but I have an extremely antisocial component to my personality. I get great enjoyment from joining a video game match and ruining it for everybody else, by blocking entrances, killing teammates and similar things. I like to tell jokes that make no sense and leave the room confused, giving short, sarcastic responses instead of being genuine. On imageboards I like to give inflammatory and obviously incorrect responses to get lots of replies. I find it funny and amusing, even though I don't want to. Sometimes I think it stems from my feeling of insignificance, such activities being a form of attention seeking behavior.
Do you think it's pathological? A lot of deep thinkers that I look up to also had a mischievous side to them, they liked playing pranks on others, but I fear that for me it's more than that. That said, I don't feel any hatred towards the people I abuse, nor do I feel any explicit self-hate.
Does anyone else feel the same way?