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A realization just occurred to me that I think I have a tendency to seem weirder than I actually am to people as a way of distancing them. Partially I think because I genuinely detest normies but there’s something else to it that I can’t put my finger on.

Point is though I could fit in easily with all the zoomer nigger TikTok speak, the rap music shit, being trendy. Part of me has actively been trying to seem like a stuck up borderline neo nazi wasp under the surface. On the paper I’d like to seem like a nice 1950s young man, but once anyone gets to know me really I like to scare them. Fact is average normie has absolutely no sense of history or how things actually are in the world. You only need to remove the cover a bit to freak them out.

You know typing this out and thinking about it I think another reason is so I can no who my real friends are. I’ve completely alienated one of my brothers which is fine we never cared for each other in the first place. The other seems intrigued, but to enwrapped in normie nigger culture to so he’s also a bit off put by it or maybe he genuinely just doesn’t understand idk.

That’s not the full story either by the way, there’s something else I can feel it.

>>18539122
What kind of fucking question is that, huh?