/lit/ - Literature

I know how this will sound but honestly it's true.

I feel like everything going on in my mind is just way too complicated to converse about. Every single time I've ever openly spoken about my thoughts to someone I've lost them completely and they feel uncomfortable because they don't know how they can add or what they can say about it.

Now I'm not the type of person who "just hates small talk", it's very pleasing to just speak to other people but as soon as conversations being to flow and move in a way that requires personal opinions and view points my view is just way too complicated for the person I'm talking to, every observation I make comes with qualifiers and not because I can't help it but because the thought package would be incomplete without it - that is the world is simply that complex and more so but no one seems to see this - and I could just mimic the way other people talk but I don't feel like any real communication is taking place.

>tfw you can't speak, only perform
h-hold me