/lit/ - Literature

Looking at the ground while walking. Not being able to hold eye contact. Running out of things to talk about too quickly. Overthinking it. Not thinking at all. Obsessing over a romanticized ideal with little relation to the real thing. Claiming that it doesn't exist at all to make it easier to give up. Beating myself up. Beating myself up. Questioning my decisions. Telling myself I'm not good enough without defining what "good enough" is. Excessively introspecting to the point of narcissism. Failing to reflect on critical moments and events until a long time afterwards. Wishing to be better at things. Giving up due to a perceived lack of talent. Stuttering. Getting angry at scenes made up in my head. Losing track of time. Detaching from my body. Forgetting things very easily. Struggling to tell the difference between dreams and reality.