/lit/ - Literature

Take Conspiracy Against the Human Race, for example. I have yet to find a single convincing argument against it, only obstinate refusal to even entertain the concept. I don’t want to accept pessimism, but it makes too much sense for me to ignore.

>>21447507
>Bateman never gets his comeuppance.
The point is that he doesn’t need comeuppance. He’s already in hell. In fact, punishment would be a relief.

>>17084338
>Nationality
Denbtlander (Greek).
>Culture Fetish
Honestly? Nothing. I’m too full of myself and hateful to like something from a rival nation and culture. That’s not to say that I love mine. In fact I hate almost everything, my cunt included. Now, I never really managed to “like” anything. I “like” things in theory, the idea of them. The way the thought of watching a film is more enjoyable than actually sitting through it. My problem is that I never really managed to “focus” on anything. I feel this need to know it all, to have it all. So I created this sort of mental image in my mind of my perfect self and started constructing him with books and interests. They might be artificial in some aspects but as time goes on I internalize them. I don’t know if I’m too empty inside or just numb, but it’s the only way to control this impulse in me. And what is not part of my “ideal self” is something that disgusts me, something that exists without my consent. All these ideas, myths, philosophies, everything; they must be purged. If I don’t want it, then nobody should.

Back to the Cultures, I can’t say that I’m drawn to any particular one. I liked Bongs when I was into Doctor Who and the such, but I can’t say that I’m into them now. I always thought I loved Gothic, but upon reading the novels I found them rather disappointing. I’ve yet to read Le Morte D’Arthur, as it’s sitting on my self. America, Westerns and the such hardly interest me. The North? Please. Anything outside of Europe might as well not exist. Most are subhumans and the ones that have older cultures piss me off because I cannot “We WUZ” properly. Not that I hate Egypt, “Persia” and the such specifically, but my inner hatred just covers them all. I’ve never given the Balkans much thought and Russia is too foreign and gloomy. Naturally I hate Germans and their ilk, as the feeling is mutual. The closest to a liking might be an interest in the French, as they’re similar enough to the Med but also more “exotic”. I suppose I’m naturally into the GrecoRoman Era but that’s just who I am, genetically.

I know why this is happening. One part is because
>WE
gives me natural Pride. The other is because we’ve been surpassed for millennia now and are everyone’s laughing stock. Utterly alone in Hell. Not a single ally. Worse even, the people here, and I’m being too kind referring to them as people, are lowly creatures I despise. If I could I’d find every public sector worker and destroy their kneecaps. It’s not as if anything in their productivity would change. Every politician should be thrown to the packs of niggers in Africa. Every old moron thrown to the woods to be eaten. But everytime I look at myself I am reflected on them. I’m cursed to be linked to this sorry excuse of a place. But if I abandon all identify then I admit defeat. And I cannot have that. I’ll drag them screaming and kicking into my new tomorrow.