/lit/ - Literature

>Kuang told y'all to kiss her ass with this book
What does Kuang's ass look like? Is it supple? What should I imagine here? Does anyone have any pictures readily available? I just want to stay informed on matters of importance here.

I'm starting to think that I'm not actually anonymous at all on this website, and all of you can somehow identify my posts.

>>20771872
I'm becoming less inclined towards making my own effort posts since people can't even be arsed to read more than a few sentences. Every time I have made an effort post I get several replies saying I'm retarded or my writing is shit or something along those lines, but with no actual criticism. And then some two word post after it gets a dozen replies. It's impossible to keep making effort posts when actual halfwits do everything they can do discourage them. It's no wonder this board is going to shit.

>>20710182
I don't notice anything off. In what way is it more unhinged? Give some examples please.

Thinking about all the people I knew when I was growing up, mostly my friends, and how they're all probably doing better now than I am. They were doing better than me back then, too. It's surreal how I was a perpetual loser all my life. Part of it was circumstances out of my control, but part of it were choices I made when I was young.

I wish I could go back with all my memories and avoid every mistake I made but at the same time I don't want to relive any of the trauma I went through as a kid. It still just feels unfair, though, how as a kid your brain isn't developed and you want to do little kid stuff but the choices you make as a kid can still have a massive impact on your life in your later years.

It's also surreal how simple everything is when you're a kid but you don't see it that way. I beat myself up over not making the right choices as a kid but maybe I'm more of a victim to circumstance than I think. Or maybe that's just cope. But I never really had a father figure, my dad would travel a lot and eventually my parents divorced. If I had a present dad maybe I would've faired better as an adolescents. I never had anyone teach me how to talk to women or groom myself or anything like that so I was always a jealous ugly incel since middle school. I taught myself how to groom myself with the internet but I still can't talk to women. Seeing all my crushes get picked up by guys who had parents that taught them hygiene and social skills should've given me a clue, but all it did was make me bitter and hate myself. I never had anyone tell me how important study habits are. My mom would yell at me, ground me, and beat me for not doing well in school but she never gave me a good reason to do good in school other than "it makes her look like a bad parent". In hindsight she certainly was. So I just did the bare minimum to avoid upsetting her. But now that I'm in college I have no work ethic and I'm falling behind and may not be able to pay for classes. Makes me wish that I made good habits and took a bunch of AP classes and got good grades so I could breeze through college. But I never had anyone to tell me I should look that far in the future. I just spent my days hiding in my room playing video games.

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