/lit/ - Literature

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Princeton Encyclopedia of Poetry and Poetics, Cambridge introduction to meters and verse forms, A History of English Prosody from the 12th century to the present day

>only think about upcoming events in the future, daydream about certain scenarios. a better me, a better life
>only think about the past, what did i do wrong, regrets, what if i did x different, maybe i would be in y spot now
>live in my head walking or jogging or lifting for hours on end
>switch from depressive and maniac episodes
>zero awareness of my surroundings, ignore the present
>even when i achieve certain materialistic goals or nut in a 9/10, its actually never as good as i thought it would be. the imagination of doing it is nicer than actually living it
>slowly going crazy because of this
im 24 years old now and i cant cope living like this anymore. what books should i read to fix this