/lit/ - Literature

Flunking out and hiding it from my parents while living with them due to corona bs. I have experienced the first bouts of depression of my life during the last few months, and found myself less strong than I thought I was. I guess I now understand why people take their own lives because I often go to bed and fantasize about not waking up, or about a world ending event or about becoming an animal.

I just want to feel hope again, but everything's gone to shit.