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>>22400552
>Just doing shit jobs and in my free time read books and lift weights. Literally zero (0) ambition to do anything else
Same man, currently working a dead-end security job at 23 after getting a meme degree. I'm a creature of bad habits. I'm the perfect loser mix of indolence and uncertainty to the point I can't commit myself to anything.
And worse I've zero friends, horrible social skills, and have never been in a relationship.
My social skills have atrophied to such a degree that I can barely even make small talk, and am afraid of everyone even my roommates who I barely talk to.
But it's like I don't have the will to change my life because I view my life and others with this total detachment, where objectively every aspect of my life should make me feel ashamed, but instead I just feel nothing.