/lit/ - Literature

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I have posted it sporadically here a few times in the past though often advertised it's other qualities however it is homoerotic in that it revolves around a stoic, mysterious masculine character who realizes they are bisexual and achieves his goal
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“You fool yourself Nicholas”, said Stilleto smiling evilly. “The world may be rotten, but what makes you think that’s not just the way things should be... well not all the way of course, but there’s two lords here, and I don’t mean god and Satan, but just good things and bad. But what makes you think, and about this fellow your praising so much, that your not infected with that inner grimness... “grimness” that’s a silly word too, what do you even mean by “grim.” To fool yourself that the things you shy from aren’t really fun, there dark and dull and not worth your time. I’ve had the displeasure to have your head doze off in the car and roll over onto my shoulder, hell you almost made me drive off the road once with that crap... but every time in those early morning hours, I would get an itching on my arm and ache my arm over up to where you rested on my shoulder (I did not wake you, peace from you is good no matter what) and I would touch your head. I would feel the vibrations, the frantic clamor and stabbing... sometimes even the drunken movements and feel the symbol of pleasure manifest in your brain and than your heart become frantic as your mind broke apart and you realized it wasn’t real, yet somehow that made it worse... at least the back mind accepted, but the front and real taking on the role squealed and felt sorry. It was like your twin who greatly enjoyed to get drunk on a bottle of wine was swapped out for you, and you threw up all over your head.”