/lit/ - Literature

>>19406035
I do focus on myself―a lot―but I need love, man. I can't imagine being alone for the rest of my life; I barely have friends here at college now and it's pretty depressing. I would go out more but I like staying inside and reading and I sometimes forget about other things.
>>19405165
She makes it so obvious bro, I just do. I'm sure you know what I mean, you can always tell by the way they act. You just know. She doesn't have a lot of other friends as far as I can tell and I might be her only male friend. She is very warm and affectionate towards me and likes to hang around me. I'm kind of afraid that people will start to assume that we're actually dating―extremely undesirable for obvious reasons.
>>19406064
>>19406230
She's not ugly per se, she could definitely be cute I think I could settle for her if I had to, but what can I say? I'm not passionate about her; Girl #2 owns my heart.
I could be with her, hug her, kiss her, make out with her, sleep with her, and do all the things other that men do to women they love, but how could I ever love her when Girl #2 exists?
I'm sure she could make me happy, genuinely happy, but the passion in my heart tells me that there is something better for me--how can I ignore that?
>>19406064
I have to be with her though, I need to try. Isn't settling a concession one makes with age? when time makes it clear that procrastination in one's duty is no longer viable? Why should I settle now?
If she would abuse me and my love, then I could never love her like I do now; I would simply break up with her; but still I say, it is better for me to taste the bitter truth while I'm still young than to crave a sweet fiction for the rest of my life.
>>19406209
Your accusation is too cruel, anon. You would see a sick man writhing in pain and tell him he's faking it. Fuck you. What could I even do to prove to you that I'm serious? To prove that I would gladly accept any blessings fortune sent my way (If only fortune was good enough to grant me her)?
I have to be honest, your dismissal of the sincerity of my convictions have filled me with rage, anon, seething rage.
>>19406238
I won't be 19 'til next month actually, so suck my dick old man.
>>19406371
>>19406396
>>19406401
>>19406422
Thank you, Semen Savant. I don't understand Spanish, but I tried to read these out loud in the best Spanish pronunciation I could muster (don't worry, I can role my Rs at least so I'm not a total anglo retard and I get the basic Latin language pronunciation patterns). Google translate wasn't much help but I pieced the meaning together and I saved these poems. I think I liked >>19406396 the best. Thanks again.