/lit/ - Literature

>>11005821
>be me
>be a 26 year old barely average beta loser onefriend socially anxious guy
>wake up at 10 am
>jerk off to suicide girls cause they are too fucking hot, vow to go on nofap starting monday
>eat a bagel
>go outside and collect soil to transplant my growing snapdragons
>clean my room a bit and organize things
>start looking up geocaching since it sounds cool
>have no smartphone and theres literally only 1 within walking distance of me
>do my exercises
>going to sit at home tonight and read a book and probably fap
>optimistic about my next job so i can quit my current and move out of the house

I have desire to do somethings but what i'm doing is not helping my goals.