/lit/ - Literature

I crushed a disc in my spine while at work between my L4 and L5 and it needs surgery. I can't even lift my pack without severe pain. I can't bend over to lift a small book without pain. My life is over. Every morning the pain is a 6/10 because the oxycodone has worn off during my sleep. I think about killing myself every morning, then I become angry and aggressive and think about killing other people. I can't drive my car withiut pain, hitting the accelerator hurts somewhat but pressing the clutch is severe.

The pain has seeped into every part of my life even my dreams are now related to the pain. I can't so much as bend over in the shower. I thought I wasn't much of a decent person before this but now I am an actual psychopath. I just woke up. I'm laying in bed waiting for the oxy to kick in. I'm also drinking black rum. The spine hurts so fucking much.

>read a new book
>for the next month speak and write using the same vocabulary and prose of the author
I'm a natural plagiarist