/lit/ - Literature

>>23306229
I can't study properly anymore. I struggle severely with focus but I do know why; lack of support, encouragement and reassurance; and I do know because there was a short period of time in my life I could focus quite well. Near a decade ago when I was 14-16, one of my new science teachers was first and last person in my life to care that I did well, she was the only person that clearly had hopes in me and unlike my parents didn't give up on me before even I had chance to give up. During that time I had insatiable zeal for learning. So much so that even the fact I had to take double the amount of exames (most people had 3, I had 6) still managed to get near highest marks possible.
Huh, I started crying when typing this. Haha...
God, I wish I had someone who cares, or at least I didn't need anyone to care, I would be eternally grateful for either.