/lit/ - Literature

>>19461701
yo same dude. i just went and fucked an escord last weekend. I've fingered a girl before and made out with a couple but that was when I was like 16-17 and when I was apparently a lot more attractive to girls... now I have an above average paying job and drive a BMW 5 series, dress well, have good haircut etc. i could be a bit more athletic, I'm a bit skinny but not extremely so. last girl on tinder seemed to never find the time for a second date... at least ghost be bitch... i didn't wanna turn 30 not having stuck my dick in a pussy and didn't want to fuck some ugly ass hooker so I just went to some escort website and found a hot 20yo college girl I payed 300 for a fuck. feels good that I've done it for my mental health desu but sex with a condome is honestly pretty shitty. a condome makes you feel nothing. still looking for a good girl but its kinda hard if you have none in your social circle, which can happen quickly if you are not in school anymore and work in a male dominated field like software development. tinder is a struggle even if you do get matches. rl is much easier when you actually do know any girls but with an internet lifestyle and covid its really fucking hard especially if you don't hate yourself enough to go for fat/ugly ones. I'm actually not even that superficial, there is beauty in imperfection too in my opinion, but I just cant go for fat/ugly/dumb ones.