/lit/ - Literature

well, I've finally figured out the silliness of my problem when it comes to writing.
I fell in love with writing and reading in reverse order. While I loved reading, I fell in love with it combined with other media. Manga, movies, shows, books, I loved all of it. I wanted to make anything. And at the time, all a kid can do by themselves is write. So I wrote. I fell in love with writing before reading. Now I have no passion for the books, or even mine, but an overwhelming desire to make something, anything, and this still being my easiest point of access.
I say this as a bit of a warning I guess, for anyone as dumb as me. Read, love books, learn and love the craft before you go and make a mess of yourself pursuing something that has no gas in the tank. I have to restart and make up for lost time. But at least I finally get it.

>the want to write remains while depression symptoms keep getting stronger
>I have lost every want except to write
>have also lost the things that have inspired me
>can't generate new ideas, can't finish this outline, can't write
why is my life a shitty meme

>>10687466
>t. chad who wouldn't be so ambivalent about sex if they were ever deprived of it

>>8487615
>makes notoriously difficult Hegelian concepts digestible for laypeople by using pop media other intellectuals consider too lowbrow to involve themselves with
>he's obviously just a pretentious hack trying to sound smart, what do you mean, of course watching a few videos and browsing *sniff* memes was enough to understand him, it's his fault i dont read

Also you should kill yourself for unironically saying brocialist