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>>21015776

Love her. There’s something of those Kazak or Mongol girls in her features.

How would you described your first encounter with a woman for whom you feel an instant attraction far deeper than mere sexual desire?

Could you share some personal experiences? I’m not very good with words and I don’t really know how to explain.

I was trying to put this experience into words. It’s something like the feeling of not being able to believe that this person existed in this world and you didn’t knew anything about her, a feeling of intense joy, tenderness and sadness all embracing and fighting among themselves inside your guts. It’s a visceral joy for being near a person you feel so comfortable with that her soul could live inside your flesh, your soul inside her flesh, and there would be understanding and acceptance, like the exchange of compatible bloods. It’s also a visceral tenderness for someone whom you would like to see forever happy and satisfied, no matter what choices and what roads this person took, and also a visceral sadness for the past you never shared and the future you might still not live together, or perhaps that sadness of knowing that there’s no way to ever be so near a person as if the two of you were one.

If you've ever done a long haul flight to see someone you care about and haven't seen in a while, it's like that, but the long haul flight was your entire life up to that point. It's an inexplicable sense of excitement and weird feeling that you've known this person forever, and everything so far has just been the tediously long journey to meet them in the arrivals lounge.

I still feel my words lack truth and exactness. So I would like to know how you guys feel when you met a woman you were immediately in love with, or if you have some moments in literature to suggest.