/lit/ - Literature

>22
>Fell in love and moved to Russia during my last year of college
>Abandoned my International Relations degree for a Russian one so that I could leave uni early
>Live as an English teacher in Moscow, making okay money and saving for a wedding and masters degree in Urban Planning
>Fiance is a hysterical 22yo Jewish mommy that cooks and cleans while we work on her thesis in ancient Mesopotamian languages together
> Everything is good
>Life can be good but had abortion a few months ago, soul crushed
>Constantly depressed and need to keep up with fiancee 's anxiety over the wedding and her thesis, bad job, etc
>Literal hook nosed kike landlord who constantly lies about us having late payments
>Work for an all female company full of communication issues and a lack of organization
>Soul crushing commutes, up to three hours for some jobs
>Want to kill myself because I just want the lust for life I had a year ago, even when I'm happy I fantasize about itfucjfuckfuck

>>12674765
War and Peace
>>12673301
Hero of Our Time