/lit/ - Literature

Do any of you have a mental prison for your ex girlfriends? From time to time, I visualized a deep hole in a green field surrounded by pine trees. In that hole is a elderly woman dressed in rags on a wicker throne. Under her feet and across her rocky throne room floor lie freshly dead frogs. The only light that illuminates this scene is from the hole. For some reason, this witch and my disgust and attraction to her hole represents my ex girlfriends. I've only had two long term girlfriends, a single one night stand and a couple fool-around experiences, but one girl in particular stands out to me. A girlfriend I had for five years constantly has been appearing lately in my dreams, bringing with her a flurry of primal sex. She was a latina, small enough to lift and fuck, with side profile that caused a visceral storm of rage throughout my whole body. Dollops of flesh topped with centimetre long nipples crowned her chest, and a perky, full, protruding ass completed the stimuli that caused such a storm. Often she would wear light cotton shirts and loose shorts when I would visit her in the mornings with the dark light contrasts playing on the draping off of her long, thick nipples. When I'd lie her down for missionary, her ass would appear squished behind her legs, paired with her thick labia, a pillow to rest my enraged cock into the center of. I'll be honest, the combination of fat pussy lips and a size-able ass created a bit more sweat, which would give into a hardy odor that only increased as the hair on her legs grew visible while our relationship was falling apart.
That was three years ago. I just had sex with my current girlfriend and I imagined fucking my ex. Now I kneel in front of the hole and peer down onto the crown of the witches head, asking her what to sacrifice next.

What are the effects of Japanese creatives speaking to the Indo-European collective soul consciousness?
Within a week of birth, European descended American males are subjected to genital torture and mutilation, permanently altering their natural spiritual state and path of life. As they grow up with their mutilated friends inside and around the oppressive cubes of suburbia, they relish in the media created by Japanese Creatives. One would assume that these JC's are just another piece of the puzzle in the Great Indo-European Genocide, dangling the mutilated youth's tradition in front of them like a re-animated foreskin, but what if humiliation isn't the goal?

Recently, I finally got around to watching End of Evangelion, a couple years after I had seen the full catalogue of episodes. This film spoke to me as a spiritual relationship between Japan (Gendo, Shinji, Rei, Asuka) and America (Angels, 3rd Impact). Gendo being the new ego of Japan, after having renounced their God, creating abominable blends of its new and old self in these artificial children. Fighting off the inevitability of destruction or pika-don*. Asuka is of the masculine samurai spirit, Rei, the woman archetype, and Shinji, the child archetype. The masculine takes the form of a girl, neutered, katanas were outlawed in the Meiji period, long before WW2.

Something something Japan is speaking to white males to wake up spiritually and get the fuck outside. The end sequence of EoE is very greek mythology-esque, I'm a psued though, so what do I know?

You're everywhere but also nowhere, a child doesn't have that sense of self at a young age. Lilith purging bodies and collecting souls- similar to a vision i had a long time ago about a soul collector going around the earth and delivering them to a woman on the moon who shot a soul-arrow out into space to live in a star to simulate their lives over again. This shit is built in.

*Interesting note:
Pikachu, one of the most popular things to come out of Japan shares it's name with the Japanese onomatopoeia for nuclear bomb, the "pika-don" (flash, followed by a roar).

>>11242341
This is the best thread ive ever seen on /lit/

One thing that occurs to me reading this is that evolution is a mechanism of reaching equilibrium. Being is trying to sustain its actualization out of necessity and so beings that transgress this sufficiently are erased. Destructive members of tribes do not reproduce and are killed, species that annihilate others in excess undermine their own sustainability etc. Basically being demands that beings care a certain amount about other beings in order to sustain the reproduction of consciousness, which is exactly what the infinite constantly does. My version is less sophisticated than those which we've discussed but I think the basic idea is right.