/lit/ - Literature

>>18249168
21 years old I've been incredibly depressed my whole life up until this last year and a half. I used to really see the worst in everything around me and thought everything in life was boring. I retracted from friends and family and would only talk with other people about what I did not like about life until they all retracted from me. I was incredibly suicidal as well to the point where it was the only thing i could think about and i had terrible nightmares every night. I don't really care where I land up as long as I don't want to blow my brains out then I think it'll be okay.