/lit/ - Literature

My dad is in a vegetative state in the hospital, It's my last semester and i'm struggling wiht the finals for a bachelor degree in political science that seems more and more worthless as the years go by, I'm lonely as shit and still struggle with good old social anxiety and depression.

I'm so fucking stressed, the last 6 months of my life has been fucking dogshit mostly due to circumstance completely outside my control. Even my therapist agreed, I expected her to give me spiel about staying optimist but she just agreed.

I won't give up but goddamn, I never thought as a kid that my life would be like this at 23. Praying for good luck cause I need it lately.

>>20106315
It's not like I accidentaly sharted my pants when ripping a fart like most kids do

I knew I had to go, I was just denied and forced to do it infront of everybody in a way. That's the humiliating part. Also the fact that it was the first time I had spent the day away form family.

I don't expect you to get it, since it never happened to you but I still clearly remember how I felt that day

I need to meet girls asap to get over this last one but knowing my luck it will probably take a while before I meet another that captivates me as much as she did. I fear she's going to live in the back of my mind for the upcoming months ahead as the last girl that made me feel something, always hoping that she will come back to tell me that she's ready for a relationship now.

>>17531072
I don't know this feel

>>14828657
>"No one else is around, maybe I should talk to her? If she doesn't have a boyfriend she probably knows plenty of dudes who are way better than me. I have nothing to offer to her, whether in friendship or in a romantic relationship. Regret is going to gnaw at me later but I'm used to it."