/lit/ - Literature

I have no where to blog about my homoerotic desires. I was banned from /lgbt/ for a tasteless joke.

I just want to carouse with a bunch of college bros and drink beers with them, and then totally ungayly give each other brojobs. Does my desire to bro out with them negate my desire to blow them? I'm not self-loathing or anything, but as one who is drawn to the straight man's world (I'm not super faggoty) I've always felt my difference as it were.

Bear in mind I'm not clueless. I know i'm not the first /lit/ homo to find himself in such predicaments. The mere statistical prevalence of the fact does not alleviate the sadness.

Nothing fixes the sadness, not even the obtainment of the guys themselves. (My hands have glided up enough abs, caressed enough muscled arms). Maybe "love" or a "relationship" would fix it, but for some reason that hasn't happened. Not sure I did anything wrong besides have this sexual orientation.