/lit/ - Literature

>>19096794
Hitler dubs are always pleasant. I'm spewing shit out of my fingers mainly, but I believe "childhood troubles" such as neglect and not receiving much positive attention affects us on a subconscious level. At least to the point where one starts seething because they observe others receiving positive attention. (referring to myself) I'm not really a psychologist and i'm using /lit/ as my diary again so yea. but a normal childhood makes all the difference comparing myself to my peers and coworkers. I was kind of isolated as a child so I feel like it crippled me socially to the point where i'm not even human. I'm still relatively young so I may just be going through growing pains, but if our childhood follows us forever that would just.. suck.
What's your take? I'm curious.

Unrelated, but the rain is pouring and I have candles lit up all around me as i listen to Debussy. Moments like these are nice.