/lit/ - Literature

i'm like pic related.

Books for this feel?

It turns out I have sciatica in my right leg, hurts whenever I lie down which makes sleeping a bitch. Got banned from this site for a couple of days for posting gay bondage hentai on a blue board (oops), for banned from Reddit for posting "bigoted material" by literally just describing the views of /LGBT/-
Yes, I am a faggot, im very aware of that.
My parents were gone for two weeks and I memed myself into thinking I was trans, I posted my face and someone said it looked slightly feminine which set my autogynephilia off, I called up a therapist but then canceled after I realized that I would never pass and was just having a manic episode. Life fucking sucks and I'm cringy and if I was smart and rational, I would jump in front of a train, but, oh well. Had a minimum of three drinks every night for the past week straight so my liver is probably closed to giving way anyways. I'm an over ironicized retard without any authentic personal relationships

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These people got to go to college and I never had the opportunity. It's not fair

Literally me. Just need to start wearing mascara when I wear my turtleneck

what does he read?