/lit/ - Literature

Can't help it, I'll reassert my stance one last time.
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These are ad hominems attacking my perceived character rather than the argument itself. And I'm not even close to BPD, I'm not impulsive, neurotic or any of that, at least not since I was a helpless teenager stealing and taking drugs, but then so is everyone. I've matured significantly since then, and act as needed, wherever needed, and I'm a calmer, more rational person with a positive disposition. I obviously don't espouse my beliefs openly in the real world, I'd be lynched, so it's not my fault for lying. And the guy calling me a virgin is a literal tard and probable incel, I've had numerous women wanting me, I was just schizoid and neurotic so I didn't act. But I don't even really care about that since I just want their bodies, plus knowing they wanted me is all the validation I need/needed. Remarking on friendships is a blatant lie, since I've charmed countless people over my life, but I'll confess I have gone into hermit mode for some time in a state of focus and commitment to my goals.
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This is the first post in good faith, but there are some issues. When descanting on changing others, one has to remember how hard it is to change oneself, and it becomes obvious that changing others should take secondary precedence due to the innate hurdle of motivations, temperaments, and belief. I do have aims of changing the world, but in my image specifically. I especially desire to disprove once and for all that all lives are equal, and that instrumentality is in fact the way, and that the ends do justify the means. Anons will casually say "lol niggers", and the implied meaning is that they are of lesser worth because of their traits (criminality, low IQ, lazy). They implicitly agree with the meaning when it suits them, but deny when they encounter someone better to preserve the ego. I know I'm the best, so I won't stop until that ideal is fulfilled several times over. And that, friend, is my aim (as well as power over others and riches and sex).

In case people believe I'm a lazy, trolling retard, I've kept a journal logging some of my progress since the past few months for a number of reasons, and I was already diligent and hard working before. Documentation and reflection, has proven to me just how great I am, tenfold greater than what Raskolnikov ever could be.