/lit/ - Literature

I would be a man for masha
nofap, noporn, SS+GOMAD, greyskull routine, read seneca, epictetus, read books for understanding and manipulating people i.e. how to win friends, no more mr nice guy, only the most blackpilled pua become a man shit I could find
learn basic grooming, become /fa/ even if it increases my bisexuality, find a style, forget about femdom, autistically learn all of her interests, learn her interests and make a believable persona for myself which shares some of them, meditate, take psychologically enhancing drugs for increased charisma, focus and observational ability
take TRT, HGH, even jelq just for any slight placebo effect, invest via /biz/, learn blockchain, learn to program, acquire all the other knowledge you would need as a male trying to be a man and acquire resources

then I'd approach her and get on my hands and knees, show her my chastity cage, plug, tell her I'm a worthless faggot who used to be attracted to women but now only wishes he was a girl and then kiss her shoes, slap my own balls and ask her to burn my body with cigarettes while I thank her and tell her how beautiful and perfect she is and tell her how a anxiety ridden, neurotic, submissive, overly feminine, unassertive, narc faggot like me would never deserve to be with someone like her