/lit/ - Literature

>>22126918
She totally does.

>>20003167
No. You will be for watching that dogfucker video though

>>20003185
>is it a cut girl
Oh yeah.

Im dying.
Im doing so poorly without you.
I wish you knew how much I was willing give.
I wish you knew how crippled I am.
I wonder what you are doing this very moment
What shows are you watching?
What goes through your head when you’re covered in blankets, comfy in bed?
Are you thinking about a stranger you like more than me?
The stranger who I would gladly hurt.
If I come back will you say you missed me? Becuase I missed you a lot
I dont think you missed me.
Im going to add another month of no contact and turn 2 into 3
Why am I feeling this? I have never missed anyone in my life
It is a state of perpetual heart pain
Its not love. I just miss you. I miss another human
Maybe I should reach out but I dont feel well enough to act myself
And if I reach out and you dont respond where will that leave me?
Im already destroyed
I could just open the flood gates and let out all my thoughts
and overwhelm your inbox with all the times I thought about you
Like when I needed help with something you used to help me with.
Like when I saw something funny that I would have sent to you
Like when you recommended me shows to watch which I loved
But you already know how much I value you and still, you arent here
This is what missing a friend feels like
Im dying and im hurt
Hayat benim için hiç iyi değil şu an. Vallahi iyi değil.
Hiç kimseye konuşasım gelmiyor.
Zor hareket ediyorum.
Acıyorum. Çokça.
Sometimes I think about talking with you again and smile ear to ear
It was so fun and I love you as a person