/lit/ - Literature

I wish I had more drive.
Other men seem to have loads of it and be hungry for life.
I'm just tired most of the time and so fucking insecure I have difficulty just talking with people I don't know well (and even close family sometimes, to tell you the truth).
>inb4 exercise
I used to exercise quite intensely thrice weekly and it was even worse cause I was tired from exercising.
Not sure if it can be helped, cause it almost feels physical more than mental? Can anyone relate with this - having this physical feeling of insecurity in the body?

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And yet I'm a man with no gf and crippling social anxiety that is fucking up all my recent attempts.
It's been a couple of years that I had a pretty gf.

My mind is rotten by the internet, I'm full of zoomer babble, I've condemned myself to hell by following my lusts and now i'm in a relationship which tho is making me happy i understand to be damaging my soul
i have no real world view and dunno where to begin as i feel that any option in the current age is just another thing being sold to me