/lit/ - Literature

>>9826633
Or you could lead him on the path of patricianship.
This is clearly a man who is able to feel intensely for long amounts of time: this immediatly designs him as a potentially good reader and artist.
He could easily turn this manic desperation into outstanding productivity, coupled with a very intense sensibility.
If instead of bullying anyone had directed him towards poetry while keeping him informed of what a scholar mindset looks like, now we would have lots of great posts in poetry related threads. Instead we've got crazygaga, who is still a clueless pleb with no direction in life and no taste for art (which is apparently one of his main movers). Truly a tragedy.

Please crazygaga, stop being a lazy whiner and start channeling your desperation into something. You don't want to end up as a pathetic talentless hack bassist in your 40s, don't you? Then stop being a weak piece of shit and do something, and for Christ's sake, get some guidance once you decide to do so. Don't trust fucking bands, get a music teacher and study properly, THEN break whatever rule you may want to break.
Depression is not an excuse: of course mental collapse should still be accounted for (don't rush into a 12 hours schedule immediatly, you will break down in a week), still, 4-5 hours of practice everyday in whatever you're doing (wether it's writing, playing bass or reading books, and ffs, read some classic) won't kill you, especially if you habe full control over your time.
I can assure you that if you won't stop being so goddamn clueless a life of mediocrity will await you. If you think you are inherently mediocre, remember that you currently possess no skill, which means that you have no way to make such a judgement. Yes, work ethic is a skill, and so is your attention span. Unless you are literally retarded you've got no excuses.
tldr: stop being such a pussy ffs

pic related: Wagner was a talentless 19yo when he started studying composition and poetry, and he suffered from s form of depression that resembles closely yours

>>9813341
It's time to take the Wagner route: basically you have to develop so much talent that women will actually get addicted to both your art and your personality.
There's no other way.

>ywn cuck Von Bulow