/lit/ - Literature

hmm, how do I explain this? I constantly try to penetrate down to the "origins" of my thoughts and actions, but of course I hit a dead end which frustrates me and I end up infuriated at my inability to "step back from that point which cannot be stepped back from" so to speak, and so I'll pound my fists against this wall and throw myself into a frenzy, and I won't commit any action out of spite for the fact that I can't [penetrate the depths and learn of the origin and nature of the action, because I want to know to what extent I am a slave to causality or if I'm deluding myself to shirk "responsibility", and so on, and the whole thing results in nothing. It's been going on like this for years now

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This means that NEET will be hit when it shakes, visually