/lit/ - Literature

>>16768384
ghosts, grief and skewed memories haunting you always go well. last two lines hit hard. it looks beautiful too. only thing that bothered me was
>broken twisted visage
sounds too poemy to me. anyways heres a ghost poem back

Ghost I Chase You Down!

With me on the subway
When the doors open

Ghost from the past you
Don't know how fast I'll
Catch up so don't run

But when I think I do
I tackle then fall trough
Don't remember you
Weighing nothing at all

So be it, then go
And well, to be honest
I thought you were kind of
Somewhat shallow anyway
So I don't care really

No I really don't
Don't that you've cut your hair
Don't that you also don't
It's not not unfair at all
I meant it's not not not unfair
So shoo, stupid you!

But you choose not to
"Stay for a week maybe?"
Still silent floating by, you know I
Know you can't stay for the week
Or for anytime more than
The time it takes to say
"Hey, this is my stop, bye"

im not addicted (havent watched porn in days because i wasnt in the mood and im still not) and maybe it is a problem with persons more prone to addiction but honestly watching porn and searching for porn is very enaging for me. it gives me a feeling of discovery of an endless unkown territory and reaching aesthetic satisfaction. there have been sessions i remember to this day still because of how interesting or intense the experience was. it gets me closer to god just as much as music or food. i end up fantasizing no matter what i find anyways so it is a creative act.

also people say masturbation is a natural antidepressant but i found that not jerking off numbs pain and joy more and makes me feel strong and serious while after jerking off im more vulnerable but i can also take things with a more whimsical humorous way. i get why it would hurt productivity but that sexual freedom and reflexive fantasizing has been the best environment for creativity, at least for me.

i hope i havent provoked anyone who does have a problem with it but also i hope people realize that they will die one day and that when they get old and lose the ability to enjoy many things, this will be one of them. ignoring this part of life -wether natural or not- would be like ignoring the rainforest or the arctic.