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>>24161575
i have no problem learning 'anything', i can wrap my head around a say statistics problem in 2-3 days and operate on it. If i leave it for a week( and it's a pain to keep it in ones head) the thing blanks out to the point i have a physical pain even thinking about it.
Whenever it happens , i visualise turning a tesseract in my head , it takes time and is so tiresome.
Yeah i can learn stuff alright but in my case it comes with some kind of personality split.