/lit/ - Literature

In terms of psychoanalysis, what do attractive, prime, fertile 16-21 year old females mean when they say something (usually a social encounter) was awkward?

Hi, im looking for people who shares the same passion as me for write stories, this time i want help to write a short story with the existentialist style of the stranger (Albert camus), however i want to make the protagonist despicable and still manage to sympathy of the readers to feel sympathy for her. Intro: The main story revolves around "that woman" ,a hikikomori, She is feared by all her neighbors as the witch of the last house, she was once very beautiful and attended to the be a beauty queen, however one day her husband for unknown reasons attempted to kill her, she survived but her face was disfigured along with her psyche, now she uses a barbie mask to hide her disfigured face and her only purpose in her life is to kill him, so what do you think she will do next?