/lit/ - Literature

Get off /lit/, you said you wanted to read today and now you're just putting it off.
Yeah I'm looking at (You)

>haven't visited /lit/ in 5 weeks
>actually making progress working through my writing, 2.5k words a day and happy with what I'm writing
>almost no negative thoughts and content with where my life is
>come back yesterday
>haven't written a word since then
>all my negative thoughts are back and self hatred is the worst its been in a long time
>hate myself, hate life and hate what I'm doing
>can't put it down again its a fucking drug screaming at me to go back and look at more threads
Why...

>watching an interview by her close friend
>he starts saying that if someone was only there to take care of her through her worst and love her when she couldn't herself she could've made it through everything
I-I could've been there. I could've done that for her. I would've loved and taken care of you Slyvia!
Doesn't matter that I wasn't alive then, I would've found a way

>>18315499
true answer.

All night your moth-breath
Flickers among the flat pink roses. I wake to listen:
A far sea moves in my ear.