/lit/ - Literature

>>15708344
>Am I in hell srs question
You describe the process of one foot in hell and one foot in heaven which is something not unique to yourself, and you sound particularly torn. You keep touching yourself the more you try not to, go rent a cabin for a week and obsessively draw sketches of everything you see, waste half of the day for sleep intentionally. For food bring only bare sustenance, bring enough that you won’t risk starving. At the end of the week on your way back home, go to a roller skating rink, and then stop at a McDonalds and buy a salad and nothing else. Then you can come home and work on something.