/lit/ - Literature

>>14686188
>What is it that makes you whole
Cliche or not, a smooth drive with good music and a beautiful sunset and/or environment, particularly when I'm driving without a destination. Rarely do I feel more free and glad and whole than when all of that comes together.

Back when I was far less stable and far more suicidal I remember driving on a beautiful summer evening, the sun golden and orange and warm, down a road listening to a wind ensemble and in one moment everything came together so perfectly, so completely, that I felt so genuinely content that the first and only thought in my head was to kill myself there and then in order to have my final moments be as perfect and golden as they possibly could be.