/lit/ - Literature

>>18566209
If you really did, surely we would not be having this conversation. As for the book you are looking for, there is no such thing. The amount of pain death takes is irrelevant to the question you are avoiding. Will you do it? Don't listen to the anon trying to shove meaning and nature down your throat. It is true that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, you will find beauty nowhere unless your way of seeing things is changed. Will you do it? You can off yourself now, you can pursue whatever little meaningless thing you have left to pursue and do it once it has failed, or you can wait in indifference for things to change (they will not change). It is ultimately your choice and only yours. Every suicide is a product of circumstance, and no book will help you find your own suicide. It is quite literally only in your hands and your eyes. Close this thread, and ponder on this. Maybe write some poem as a little challenge for your suicide note (it will be terrible but it's worth a try). If you truly are hopeless you will not do it. If you do it then you weren't hopeless. I hope you have no friends left to disappoint. Your parents probably deserve it for their ignorance. Have a good one, Anon, I'm sure you will make the right choice.

>>16104394
Everything you're saying goes to show you're not familiar with the topic in this thread.

>>15361167
I wish things weren't so fucking gridded out, striated, planned and predicted to the point of no surprises. Life feels like hanging around after the end of the party, waiting for the sun to come up.

>>15143330
>did this + lots of LSD
>Now spend my time doing drugs and russian escorts

desu I highly recommend it, things are pretty great

>>15089110
It's narrated in the second person and basically follows the protagonist around on his nightwalks and describes his psychological states/moods, it's pretty based