/lit/ - Literature

>>17968357
>Does this mean I’m weak?
Yes. You're a whining toddler.
Unless you're a rich kid, and you're clearly not, you have two choices: take responsibility for yourself now, or do it later in life.
If you do it later, it will cost you ten times the amount of suffering, frustration, and effort.
It sucks to be a young person hunting for a job or stressing through college with the aim of bettering your life.
It sucks way more to be doing that as a middle aged person.
No point in recommending a book to you, there is no "philosophy of being lazy and not taking responsibility" that I can think of, the book for that is not reading any books at all.
Good luck.