/lit/ - Literature

>>20234745

I cried in church this morning. This afternoon I masturbated to goon hyno-porn. Immediately after I listened to an hour long lecture on wittgenstein. At this point I think I have lost even the ability to hate myself.

I am currently sitting in my flat in Paris drinking entirely too much wine (it is spoiled (I need to spend more on wine)) and reading racist bodybuilders on twitter. They are retarded but mildly amusing.

I am currently unemployed as I refuse to work as a secretary anymore and will live off my savings until I find a job as an editor/copywriter/anything writing related. I was fired from my previous job because I accidentally left the boss of our org stranded in Barcelona.

I have not read much recently since I vowed not to read anything until I finish the bible in French (I cheated and read sherlock holmes yesterday). The KJV is so much better. Why are there only two bible translations in this language?

Was previously bordering on homeless, but have been taken on as a coloc, by a french architect. He is mildly aristocratic, mildly asbergersy, and mildly obese. He is however clean, considerate, and better person then me.

I aquired my girlfriend through (technical) rape. She is Korean. She is a slightly insane nationalist, but utterly loyal and a very lopsided genius. I have never before dated a woman who would die/kill for me (I would too, but more out of social obligation then love). I love her very dearly, but I need to break up with her. She is moving to south america and I am terrified that when I do she will kill herself (as her people are wont to do). Perhaps I should preempt her and avoid the embarrassent.

I recently found out that a close friend's mother runs a concentration camp for muslims. This was mildly upsetting. I rather like the chinese and met many of them back in Xinjiang, but honestly would have no compunctions about nuking the entire country if neccesary. I genuinely prefer the DPRK guy I know. Chinese nationalists are OK though. At least thier hypocrisy is consistant.

At this point I have murderous opinions towards all expats. Rootless cosmopolitans (like myself) need to be purged if this world will ever no peace.