/lit/ - Literature

Another x/phile here.
Unironically Mark Fisher, Nick Land and the CCRU, with a dash of Baudrillard and those other two french guys.
Study into the history of satanism, the development of modernity, the "postmodern condition", chaos theory in science, cybernetics, and the inevitable development of chaos magic. Listen to Karlheinz Stockhausen and Morton Feldman and early experimental electronics from the 1960s. Admire the artwork of Zdzisław Beksiński and H. R. Giger. Study the development of psychoanalysis, then read Jung. Then read the writings of Aleister Crowley, Kenneth Grant, then study the Temple of Set, O9A, Temple of the Black Light, and the Templum Falcis Cruentis.
Studying the Qlipoth will bring you to the edge of the Abyss. Putting what you've read into practice will be the plunge.
Study Freemasonry and the Egyptian Right. Read Psychonaught, then Gordon Wasson. Use psychedelics. Practice Sex Tantra.
Your live, like mine, may become a living breathing kaleidoscopic Lovecraftian delirium. The simulation will crack, and the Real will collide violently with the Outside.