/lit/ - Literature

yeah sure. why would a rich famous guy who drives sports cars, sleeps with 100s of women and has no physical or health or psychological impairment be sad or mad. how do you convince a minimum wage worker, an insomniac, an aware mediocrity and/or anyone who's suffering because he/she was born with sub optimal features while others don't that Sisyphus can be a happy man.

i have became a reactionary but not in the sense of jerking off to pictures of knights from the middle ages with a vhs filter and/or hating minorities and modern society for not instilling masculinity by burning people alive. but more in the sense of hopelessness, exhaustion, anxiety and hatred to those with linear one dimensional thought of good-bad and over confident self-righteous navel-gazing of politics that claims that a solution is so easy and obvious implying there is a solution or a problem in the first place.

for me it's tormenting to see a person who's only fault was being born. all of her peers are having sex, having fun, have a ton of friends, absolutely no problems while she has none of that. she is ugly and autistic, she stutters, if she is conscious she would know deep inside her that society only takes pity on her. so much pity that society is afraid of even acknowledging her ('her' being a collective of her features). she would know that nature wants her dead or suffering but human consciousness is protecting her

>>13788820
>tfw C looks a lot like your mum, the house you grew up in and the car she drove

her

you are just like a whore if you need constant validation and approval.
99% of the time i keep my thoughts echoing in my head or i write them in a txt document. everything of value has already been said, it's impossible to come with anything new or not mediocre, most of the time your emotional or deep stuff is just childish whining and no one cares or will understand your experience

>find a girl who understands hegel and deleuze better than me
>she is ugly and psychotic with a shitty personality

>tfw used to masturbate to erotic foot fetish poems

Heffner likes to bath in sounds
Partly: to fend off foreign noise
Partly: to ward off prying ears
(And alas! the rhyme appears)

He hired workers and had built
A cage of pipes with water filled
And, thus protected, around he walks

Reciting endless monologues -
Endless monologues: like Demosthenes

(The poem's moral rhymes with "Venus")

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRejZSlxBTQ

>>13502359
I went to see The Art of Fugue performed by a chamber orchestra lately and I was seated near a literal retard rustling the program paper the entire time and trying to hum along to the music out of key. Literally ruined the whole thing for me. Why someone like that was even there in the first place I don't know. Something like this almost always happens when I go to the concert. If it's not some boomer coughing, it's someone rustling paper or some kid crying out of boredom.