/lit/ - Literature

>>11185304
Hey anon, 22 year-old autoimmune sufferer here. My RA hasn't progressed enough to leave me bedridden like you, so I have no idea of the awful shit you must be going through right now. But I know what its like to be unemployed and depressed while you can feel your body deteriorating under its own weight. My muscles are so much weaker than they used to be, and my fingers are considerably slower at the piano and guitar which really frightens me sometimes, because without music I'm really not sure what I'd have.

I'm not sure if I can help you find a book that will bring meaning to your suffering beyond Kierkegaard's Fear and Trembling, but please anon, don't kill yourself.

Goodbye /lit/.
Thanks for everything, but I need to leave this place.

>>7485450
>tfw used to be into continental/post-modern thought
>gradually becoming increasingly disillusioned with my education, thinking its all complete semantic bullshit
>lapsing into either anarchist or profoundly spiritual/christian ideas
>spent the last two weeks alone and am now back home with my family
>tfw all my friends don't live here anymore
>taking a lot of drugs on my own
>mom wants to get me tested for ADD

I can focus when writing dense and 'oh-so-clever' literary analysis but cant fucking even remember to go to the doctors to get prescription meds for my arthritis or make tea and not wander off and forget about it, or spend so many hours working that you forget its been a week and a half since you saw your gf at a house party who as it turns out broke up with you the last time you saw her, but you being a fucking drunk and on a conspicuous coctail of drugs cant even remember happening

Where does your lap go when you stand up?