/lit/ - Literature

>>22728201
I don't want to kill myself. Other than being highly intelligent, there's literally nothing else good about my life. Nothing. I feel like a box of lead at the bottom of the Marianna Trench. And yet, I still don't want to kill myself. Rather, I do want to, but I also don't want to much more strongly. This fact is so confusing to me that I feel even more exasperated.

>>22410863
Reminds me of when we were in year 2 of 2 weeks to slow the spread.

>>22193793
I already tried to be a merchant marine officer (not US) and failed. Are there no other routes for me?

>>22072520
>be me
>don't want to work
>just want to build up wisdom
>as much as possible
>and maybe do cool stuff, but that can never happen
I am young, but I am very tired of this earth. I am gonna have to try to finesse "the real world" and grow spiritually, somehow. I was born to act in the world, I am sure of it. But there's nothing for me here.

>>21237038
A bit, yeah. I try to look for other "survivors", I suppose, and also to hone my mind and body in case I am ever needed, but it is kind of lonely. Besides, people who share my type of personality, my interests or my loyalties are very rare - much more so if I am looking for people who share all three of these. Odds are that - deep in my heart - I always have been and always will be alone. I would never have expected something like that when I was a kid. It's a bit rough, since I am very sociable by nature, but I'll be okay, and hey, who knows what might happen in the future?

>>21220163
My sleep has been all over the place so no writing today and yesterday. Makes me sad. I could try to write now but what my brain's operating capacity is atm. Maybe I should take a day off.
>>21220733
Because it's fast.
>>21220844
Feelings don't really matter anon. If you objectively feel that you can make some improvement, consider making it, and then stop worrying about this.
>>21221161
You are a miserable, sorry creature.

>pick up the draft of that comic script about a band of girls again
>realize that it's just the main characters from another story i was writing on another setting
>get spooked and a little disappointed in myself