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life update since im rarely here anymore:
>unemployed again, battling the government and my former employer for welfare
>still drinking and smoking every single day and living a generally unhealthy lifestyle
>still happy with same girlfriend although sometimes i doubt the longevity of it but i think thats normal
>reconnected with some friends i wronged and they forgave me
>havent read a book in a year and i havent been writing or working on as much music as id like to

the cocaine era continues...
https://youtu.be/2RHTiXvELNg?si=1rQitnYhzY2byhjo
sometimes you think you're done and then you walk into a bathroom and there's 5 strangers standing there railing lines and they offer you some and you partake and then you walk out and rejoin your friends and girlfriend and act like you just peed

threw up infront of my girlfriend from cocaine induced anxiety. fucked up. this is no way to live.
you know, you guys may think youre lives are fucked up and suck, but its very possible you have it better than me. justify your lives because tonght i cannot justify mine. i know i dont come on here much anymore but i just wanted to say that.
take care of yourselves
https://youtu.be/rjq1aTLjrOE?si=cMFrT7ZkuQfbOiyX

the cocaine era continues... (its been a couple of months)

Kill Twitterfags. Behead Twitterfags. Roundhouse kick a Twitterfag into the concrete. Slam dunk a Twitterfag baby into the trashcan. Crucify filthy Twitterfags. Defecate in a Twitterfag's food. Launch Twitterfags into the sun. Stir fry Twitterfags in a wok. Toss Twitterfags into active volcanoes. Urinate into a Twitterfag's gas tank. Judo throw Twitterfags into a wood chipper. Twist Twitterfags' heads off. Report Twitterfags to the IRS. Karate chop Twitterfags in half. Curb stomp astroturfing Twitterfags. Trap Twitterfags in quicksand. Crush Twitterfags in the trash compactor. Liquefy Twitterfags in a vat of acid. Eat Twitterfags. Dissect Twitterfags. Exterminate Twitterfags in the gas chamber. Stomp Twitterfag skulls with steel toed boots. Cremate Twitterfags in the oven. Lobotomize Twitterfags. Mandatory abortions for Twitterfags. Grind Twitterfag fetuses in the garbage disposal. Drown Twitterfags in fried chicken grease. Vaporize Twitterfags with a ray gun. Kick old Twitterfags down the stairs. Feed Twitterfags to alligators. Slice Twitterfags with a katana.

she gave me covid. i think i have covid

I think I'm in love again.
https://youtu.be/7TdLNiys27A

there is no saving someone like me.
i was destined for this...
if you still dont get it, dont try to... dont reply to anymore of my posts. i was born like this.
goodnight
https://youtu.be/djU4Lq_5EaM

i'm no longer just in the trenches, i'm in the middle of the battlefield getting shot from both sides now
https://youtu.be/mKav_kXO97A

I bleed for my afflictions.. Its all going to come crashing down soon, i can just feel it.
i dont feel so good bros...
https://youtu.be/kOnde5c7OG8

>>21764325
>how great it was 5 years ago

I am a whore for drinking and smoking. I would degrade myself and do depraved things for these activities.

>>21751973
>everyone who doesn't conform to consensus is a troll

>>21743786
i dont know. its hard to explain

>>21726649
>the high lasts more than 30 minutes
also i dont go to bed anytime soon

>>21702417
she dumped me in October

>>21660227
what did i do to you

The cocaine era continues...
https://youtu.be/cP4I_kHmC-Q

the plant in my room died. all i had to do was water it once a week and yet i was unable to take care of it. i dont feel so good

I have offended God and mankind.

the white collar functional alcoholic era continues...
https://youtu.be/17UQu85H-Qo

my weary eyes cannot see the light

the cocaine era continues...
https://youtu.be/fkbyjpflBnI

when the pendulum swings it cuts