/lit/ - Literature

>>20346633
>Sure, their level of engagement might be very superficial, but tons of women feel drawn to things like "witchcraft" or w/e.
Those women (generally) aren't interested in legitimate occultism and it's mostly just aesthetic to them. Introduce the real shit to them and you'll just get standard feminist anti-patriarchal rhetoric thrown back in your face. They love lukewarm, "feelgood" paganism with no real standard of conduct whatsoever, and are notably against anything with a hint of Judeo-Christian doctrine, which makes them unsuitable for the depths of the Western mysteries.

>I honestly don't believe that these women would feel put off by someone who has significant knowledge of the occult and can present that information in an interesting and accessible way.
Occultism was never meant to be watered down for (mental) children. That's exactly how traditions become diluted and die out, by trying to be "palatable" to people who don't even know what real taste actually is. The aspirant is to adapt themselves to the truth, not the other way around.

Also
>muh women will like me??
gynocentricism is the soft road to spiritual death, my dude.

>tfw ISTP

>>17499217
blablah yes i'll wipe my ass with your Demiurge pamphlet, thanks

>>17364690
That's essentially what it feel likes to be a successful black dude. Speaking from experience.

Looking for a Philosophy book that speaks in detail about the behavioural patterns of the most basic, small lifeforms and draws from it to explain everyday life behaviour of humans?

>>17205296
based anon

>Be me
>Laying in bed
>Eyes closed
>Trying to sleep at night
>Relax...
>Realistic, vivid images pop in my head
>I start to get lost in the 3D environments
>Just as I feel myself about to pass into the realm dream
>Feel a sudden surge
>Thoughts of indescribable existential dread pop into my mind
>As if I am being dragged by dark forces
>Try to distract myself, but its too overwhelming

>I end up sitting up in bed feeling my heart racing..
>I am tired, exhausted, half awake
>Try to relax.. and sleep

>This pattern repeats until I am too tired to think and pass out for good


Any books that talk about this?
I do not fear death, nor I am someone that is anxious in my day to day life. Its almost as if.. when I try to go to sleep, whatever part of the brain that protects us against the thoughts of our death stops working properly.

So, I am very exhausted of Mysticism having light as the good and darkness as the evil, in my life experience, as someone who is a night owl and has his most fondest memories shaped by the beauty and peacefulness of the night, I'd like some proper credence to the absolute beauty that exists in darkness.

Is there any manuals such as the Kabbalah, that instead of the sun or the light, praise the darkness and embrace the touch of death?
I feel repelled by the light, but darkness comforts my soul.

I feel an urgent call inside me to embrace spirituality to the fullest extend my body is capable of. Considering fasting, and meditating in the darkness for a couple days, as I feel this is the only thing that will comfort me.

What books can I read to enter the bliss?
I need to cleanse myself

I haven't been able to find a book that captures my imagination, and creates a sense of unrelenting addiction to continue exploring and getting lost in its world.
Every time I attempt to read a new book, I quickly find myself bored, and empty inside. Sometimes I wish I was like those people that seemed to be able to find joy in mainstream stories like Star Wars/LOTR.
I cannot tell if I am just too low IQ to entertain myself by inferring deeper abstract secrets from any book, or if I am too used to the same repeating patterns in literature that nothing surprises me, or engages my imagination anymore.

Has this happened to you before?
Where you able to find a book to break this spell of apathy?