/lit/ - Literature

I think I'm just not the right shape for a relationship. I've run into similar problems in all my relationships, and in my current relationship I think I've finally pinpointed it.
I just don't have the energy for it. It's the same thing
>Wake up
>Already have a text from her
>Have to continue an all day text conversation for the entirety of the day
>The only reprieve I get is when she takes a nap or when I lie and say I'm gonna take a nap
She always has such enthusiasm too. She is beyond energetic, constantly happy which is super juxtaposed to my more timid and calm demeanor. And when she gets sad she gets similarly enthusiastically sad, something I also have to deal with that I'm usually not up for

I just can't keep up with anyone, I can't sustain these dull, boring, fucking monotone day-long conversations that are about nothing
>What're you doing <3 <3 <3
>Eating
>:0 Oh what're you eating
>Just a sandwich that I made
>Omg that sounds so good, i want a sandwich, I'm jealous I'll trade you haha yum yum
>Haha yeah

This has been the basic foundation for every single relationship I've had. I had the best connection with a girl who I met online that lived in a different country, the timezone difference allowed for only a short period for conversing making our discussions much more meaningful and interesting
Irl gfs are too tiring for me