/lit/ - Literature

Anyone else become more sensitive to gore as they got older? I remember being a total edgelord cunt who had this mindset that being able to watch gore meant you were hardned and not a pussy but the more life experience i gather over the years, the more depressed i feel anytime i even catch a glipse of gore or a newsheadline about some horrible shit that happened to a child. It totally occupies my mind and i can't think about anything else for the day. There is just no way a just god would want a world this evil to exist.