/lit/ - Literature

The womb of creation (call it God if you will) is experiencing itself through you, through all of us. It will never directly intervene or help you in any way or form. Below that are the archons which rule from outside of this construct and indirectly influence this creation; they won't help you either unless you align yourself with their will and certain aspects creation.
There is one more set of creators which are here on earth with us since the very beginning and they have nested themselves below the ground from where they directly influence this creation and govern all higher affairs of humanity. The chances that these will help you are close to negative zero, as their number one priority is to remain hidden.

tldr; nobody is coming to help you

Hesse's books seem to hit hard between 16-21, when you're searching for meaning and changing internally. There are better writers to read as an adult. Hesse is better than the schlock most young people read today but he's rather introductory and once you're in your twenties it's diminishing returns