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>>11109007
>doing something productive

I think my actual problem is that I'm slowly rebuilding the neural connexions in charge of concentrating and taking action -- after taking out the middleman, smokes. It's been difficult to focus. When I smoked, I was as productive as can be, 25h a day. It even delayed my sleeping hours.

Also, at this point in my life, I don't know what to focus on. I've been so lonely. Smoking was my truest companion, yet I'm glad it's gone.

I've been unable to write.

On the flip side, things have been getting better and better with time as the last two months progressed. I've been composing music.

But moments like earlier, when I wrote the message you replied to, still happen every night.

Thanks. Have a great night.