/lit/ - Literature

>>18953649
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Got rejected again due to lack of physical attraction. I'm absolutely tired of this, it's all the same every time. They all tell me how great my personality is but reject me over physical appearance and "sparks". I have started to envy everyone around me and their normality, I just want to be absorbed in the mass and be subjugated to common ideals. I have being socially exlduded from a young age and that turned me socially retarded. I have made great leaps towards normality, but everyone can see through my imitation and call me "weird but loveable". I feel it's to late now and all my efforts are going to waste.
I'm reading the brothers karamazov